my career of OCS so far.....

1. Orientation Fortnight
2. Junior Bar
3. Cadet Wing Commander (junior)
4. Cadet Wing Commander (senior)
5. Senior Bar

when i first heard the song "all i want for christmas is you" in camp last week, only than i realise this one year flies by so fast. whatever i heard this song, i feel so empty, it makes me feel unloved. i want my love.
where is my love?

i told myself, whatever matter u decide to do or not to do, do not leave it to regret in the future.
there is this one thing i did not do, and i feel i will regret it.
i dunno what to do now. am in NSF, do not have time outside. am stuck with the army. what to do now???

spend the xmas with these people~~~~~~~~~~ poor weishan gonna work while her sista is having fun in changi.

went on a spree yest, spent like close to 200 bucks on electronics!!i am a victim of the creative sale. i went with a aim to get a mp3player and i got just that. actually felt guity because i bough some other things which i didnt really need. but thats ok, they will make good xmas gift hehe.

wahahahahaha i am so happy!! i will be posted out to Stagmont camp to be a Signal officer cadet!! that means no more infantry!! bringing all my stuff back from safti is a hassle but its just worth it. this moment also concludes my appointment as the CWC, which is so tiring because firstly u do not have free time for yourself and secondly i am basically running my own show.

it is truly a relieve to me now that i can take a breather. hppewwww...

quite a lot of my buddies will be going with me to signals, there are some who is also leaving for other formation. i just wan to say we had our moments together and that will stay with us! will see u all at joint term!

monday blues!!!!
woke up at 9am after that alarm rang. crawl out of bed and go to living room see see rook rook. nth for me to eat. after reading newspaper, dada! roti prata with curry chicken on the table!
aiyo den my mama called. wanted me to bring some stuff to her.
from that point onwards,i feel sucky. a blue monday kicks in. my whole body aches. i dun feel like doing anything. but no choice lan lan suck thumb i have to go out if not no chance liao sunday got guard duty sat got social night.

tues will be the day i am appointed cadet wing commander. let me be a slack 1 !

looking at the number of entries these past few months will tell me how busy i am.
thankfully service term(the 2nd term of my OCS) is coming to an end, but not without drama!!
2 days ago i am hit with a virus!! a very suey virus which everything goes wrong for me! i cannot believe this will happen to me (i always thought i am leading a lucky life). 7th dec i am appointed platoon sergant for me platoon. today 8TH DEC i am promoted and appointed the CADET WING COMMANDER. -_- this means i had to managed the whole of my company aka boss.
this cant be happenning!!!
service term coming to an end yet ddurning this period i am hit with 5 extras wtf!! there goes meeting up with my friends, my computer at home, beoing at girls and alot alot of stuff!!

i haven got the chance to buy my new specs(considering oakley), going shopping for clothes.....WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i tell u i am so depress for the last 2 days.
haven been liek that since years ago!!!!
some1 please talk to me!!!!!!!
if u are reading this!!!!!!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!