when i first heard the song "all i want for christmas is you" in camp last week, only than i realise this one year flies by so fast. whatever i heard this song, i feel so empty, it makes me feel unloved. i want my love.
where is my love?

i told myself, whatever matter u decide to do or not to do, do not leave it to regret in the future.
there is this one thing i did not do, and i feel i will regret it.
i dunno what to do now. am in NSF, do not have time outside. am stuck with the army. what to do now???

spend the xmas with these people~~~~~~~~~~ poor weishan gonna work while her sista is having fun in changi.

went on a spree yest, spent like close to 200 bucks on electronics!!i am a victim of the creative sale. i went with a aim to get a mp3player and i got just that. actually felt guity because i bough some other things which i didnt really need. but thats ok, they will make good xmas gift hehe.

wahahahahaha i am so happy!! i will be posted out to Stagmont camp to be a Signal officer cadet!! that means no more infantry!! bringing all my stuff back from safti is a hassle but its just worth it. this moment also concludes my appointment as the CWC, which is so tiring because firstly u do not have free time for yourself and secondly i am basically running my own show.

it is truly a relieve to me now that i can take a breather. hppewwww...

quite a lot of my buddies will be going with me to signals, there are some who is also leaving for other formation. i just wan to say we had our moments together and that will stay with us! will see u all at joint term!

monday blues!!!!
woke up at 9am after that alarm rang. crawl out of bed and go to living room see see rook rook. nth for me to eat. after reading newspaper, dada! roti prata with curry chicken on the table!
aiyo den my mama called. wanted me to bring some stuff to her.
from that point onwards,i feel sucky. a blue monday kicks in. my whole body aches. i dun feel like doing anything. but no choice lan lan suck thumb i have to go out if not no chance liao sunday got guard duty sat got social night.

tues will be the day i am appointed cadet wing commander. let me be a slack 1 !

looking at the number of entries these past few months will tell me how busy i am.
thankfully service term(the 2nd term of my OCS) is coming to an end, but not without drama!!
2 days ago i am hit with a virus!! a very suey virus which everything goes wrong for me! i cannot believe this will happen to me (i always thought i am leading a lucky life). 7th dec i am appointed platoon sergant for me platoon. today 8TH DEC i am promoted and appointed the CADET WING COMMANDER. -_- this means i had to managed the whole of my company aka boss.
this cant be happenning!!!
service term coming to an end yet ddurning this period i am hit with 5 extras wtf!! there goes meeting up with my friends, my computer at home, beoing at girls and alot alot of stuff!!

i haven got the chance to buy my new specs(considering oakley), going shopping for clothes.....WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i tell u i am so depress for the last 2 days.
haven been liek that since years ago!!!!
some1 please talk to me!!!!!!!
if u are reading this!!!!!!!!!
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its been a while since i do something here ah!!!!!!!
could not bother with this place anymore because i have no time for it!!
but my friend is helping me with a blogskin( thank you ) so i thought i got to do something with it.

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala~~~~~~~~

nahhhhhhhhhh will be back there again...
am feeling low these weekend, possibly because i felt i am lacking something.....not quite sure what isit.
thank god i got friends who i can talk to...and talk to......

=( my blog so ke lian lor....kenna hack by some dunno who. also must blame the owner la dunno run where pang seh the blog liao...so at one point of time got consider closing the blog lo cos no use ma....but after a while decided not to because it is this very blog that i know new friends like ******* and ******** =)

it is also a place for me to type whatever shit i want and no body cares!! it is a place where i vent my frustration!!

had completed section fieldcamp this week. the best part of it is the navigation excersise where theres no instructor following u. so basically its free and easy. do what u wan but dun get caught!
and i bring back alot of present from this camp...the 20+ small little mountains thanks to the mostuitos, the heavily armed blisters on my foot. my body hurts now!!

tml i going back TP!!! why so happy? cos can see alot alot mei mei, and sit down bizpark one corner enjoy the chicken chop+fried rice and alot alot mei meiz..enjoy life la!!!

BOO!

BOO!

I'm here to blog on behalf of mr koh boo ming.
eh sorry, I mean BOON ming.

Apparently he's so busy washing toilets and digging underground holes that he'd forgotten about this blog! O.O

SOB.

Let's hope he'll blog SOOOOON!

The nice "hacker" =X,

XXX

p.s: I hope he wun kill me for blogging without his permission. MUAHAHHAS!

yepp. am blogger from camp!!! heh just to backtrack my days in SAFTI MI.....

first week was horrible. i was suffering from mild depression because of the hard training and partly because i wasnt very keen to come to OCS...and worst still, there is 3 weeks confinement!! zzzzzz

then second weeks past by faster because of a 2 day field camp. at the end of the camp, we were made to carry a "casualty" back. the scary part is that guy weights 78KG and we had to walk 5KM. shoulder cannot tahan liao but we cannot give up. lan lan suck thumb.

by then i am beginning to like the life here liao. its a test of resilient and character. i hope i am up to the challenge!!!

one thing i am not good is, running....running long distance to be exact. am always at the back of the pack when it comes to endurance. so far we had gone 7km. shaggggggg.

am slping soon...will update again some other time BIBI!!

hmm...its been a eventful block leave for me. been meeting up with friends, and closest of friends and had a wonderful time together. been on a short trip to cool cool genting.

also until recently i'hv been thinking alot, alot on alot of stuff. AND ITS COMPLICATING STUFF! its making me confuse,dillema,i didn't know what to do.

somemore i kenna ocs, been feeling low lo....so much for me saying i must always be positive in life. pui.

3 weeks on confinement. when i come out, i think i will be a changed man.

yup my fate is decided and i am going to OCS.the recent nightmares i had came true.
now only left like........2 days for me bfore i squat in there for 3weeks of confinement. =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

so exciting!!! going genting on the day i buy the tickets!! its the most unplanned trip loh! block leave will end so so soon!!! after genting, chalet, a few more day and i will be back at the jungle =((((((((((((((

LET ME BE THE HAPPIEST MAN ALIVE CAN OR NOT??????

frustration!! actually thought we could book the tickets to go genting tml night but who knows my cousin's passport expiring in 2 months wtf?!?!?!??!
end up we have to call for backup to join us to make a 4 person trip.

DILEMMA!!!!! DILEMMA!!!!
had been so long since i had this problem!
but i will overcome this easily......bcos i am an over-positive person!!
nothing will bring me down!!! NEVER!!!!

i am sick!! yes one day after POP i am sick! my whole body felt so weak, i felt so cold i had to wear a tee which i normally dun. and my coughing is getting worst! must be the result of eating all the junk inside. we had party inside just bfore POP, with all these pizzas soft drink chips, ah!!!

well took alot of pics during the last 3 days inside. its so hard trying to get all the pictures together with so many cameras. but at least i took some and can post it online!!

seen my buddies cry during the parade, and i wonder why i didnt. perhaps i am feeling joyous that day?? but i do miss them, the life at tekong..

i had friends who has no fren or parents coming to attend the parade. and i think i know how they feel. its like looking around you theres parents taking pictures,wearing the jockey cap for their sons and u only gong gong stand there didnt have a idea what to do.

at least i had a friend coming to attend the POP and i feel so grateful to her!!






















































Drill Squad Champion- Raven Company!












POP LOH!

i survive the 24km route march!! arnt u gonna congrats me meh??? hehe that was a tired march indeed, especially so the platoon team spirit not high, our singing is so low volume i become no mood. nonetheless tuesday i will pass out of tekong as a private loh!!

got to book out on sat afternoon and slack at home til 5+. went to taka to have dinner with my poly buddies. they never fail to bring me to new restaurant and "whao" with the food. this time its a chinese restaurant and we had roasted duck, some scrambled egg with crab meat, chicken soup and a special tofu with special filling. WHA!!!!

after dinner, met up with my secondary buddies for my buddy gf chalet. went to katong for supper and spend my very first minute as a 20 year old there!!

had a family outing for lunch at a thai restaurant today.as soon as we finish lunch, i rush over to bedok to meet my besty buddy who is one day older than me!! went marina square and had LUNCH again at Changing Appetite(i think i spell correct).and we slack around and talk crap, catching up with one another.

i must say this bday, is the one i spent most with the most people. and after booking in, it is the NS buddy time for tekan!! =*( =) >_<

oh man! got no taggies in my blog oh so boring......not quite!

this week my company won the drill competition and i am part of that proud platoon!
as a reward for the hard work we put in training, our boss let us book out 2 hours earlier on friday!! =)

after booking out, the botaks met at east coast....as i am the first to reach, i went to the shore to sit down...looking at the stars...after a while dunno y i think back on the events happened on east coast...made my mood abit low.
woot so many jie jie and mei mei for me to see....and i saw one 20+ women holding hand with a 40+ man walking towards us..we looked at them,the hot lady abit paiseh..SHE SHOULD BE!!!!!!!!comfirm chop is his playtoy!!!!!!!!!! /me angry!!!

after that we went to changi village see trans and eat supper. wah seh i tell u all the trans from thailand so pretty sia. singapore trans no fight for them. den we saw cars turning round and round, presumely waiting for the right "gal" to pick up.

tommorow is my physical test loh...hope i can get a silver...gold is too much for me!! 2.4km in 9m44s?? no way man!!

张学友:我真的受伤了
窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了

灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

best song of the week!! one of my platoon mate sang and played this song with guitar during our outfield. everyone was listening,silence except his voice and guitar, you can "feel" the song so deep in your heart. best part is our officer in command drop tears. =*
guys if u wan to listen to this song can find it at baidu.com!! sorry that blogskin not done yet...my songlist is farkup!!

talking about the outfield, it is a situational test to determine if we have what it takes to be a commander. basically all you have to do is just wayang and wayang for the assessor to see. and its freaking shag!! imagine 4men evacuating a 65kg man, running for a few minute!! wtf!!!!
but its all over, it is all inside ur brain, storing it as memories.

2 more weeks is all we have to cherish each other. i guess i will carry my hp around our bunks to take precious photos as memories with me.

today i collected my pictures i sent for printing. it feels so different from looking on a computer and on a photo!

and the most important thing in this entry.......i have one more weekend to spare before my birthday!!!! wahhahha will be busy sia....buy pressy for my buddy whos bday is sep2,prepare for passing out parade,farewell dinner cum birthday dinner cum enlistment day(javier) outing.

argh!!!!!!!
"i will not forget my jockey cap" x 50
i actually forgot my jocket cap when boooking in on wednesday! end up i had to return to take it. comfirm will be late for reporting at pasir ris.
i thought "okay thats it, confinement or extra for me", but no. theres not even a punishment for me. if i meet them at pasir ris, i will be late. so i went str8 to the ferry terminal. i am not late heh heh heh.

in the fastcraft i took this pic in memory of the event~
























another pic i took during the week.
























i so love the two of them!! the 1 on the left called 米恩,right called 小薰. they are the 美眉 from the show 我爱黑涩会. both of them are 原住民 and can sing and dance well!! omg omg omg omg omg omg omg 原住民 hard to find skin so fair 1!! i want both of them!!!

just saw the tv advert of the guess show on channel u and the segment on 美眉上课loh!! is showing this week!!! so excited, but not because i can see, but is u guys can see!! they are so wacky!! huah huah huah huah~~

found out this week theres firework display all week. i guess i gonna catch it on saturday night...just wanaa see upclose the beauty of it......*touchy*

and..the field camp. 7 days out in the vegetation i feel i have lose some body mass and is "slimmer"!!. *烦*
thurs is grenade throwing!!

4 more weeks and i am through with pulau tekong,but somehow i feel nostalgic with that place. buddies will go separate ways, only memories of being work,play,train,rest,tekan in our heart~~

cherish every moment guys!!